left is before my eating disorder, right is when I was in hospital. (breasts are implants)
Can be triggering, so please don’t look if you don’t want to be triggered and stuff, I didn’t post this as a photo because some of you might not want to see this!
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So we sell bikini’s in my store.
After I saw cute girls try them on all day today, I figured I wanted one and tried one on after closing time.
Bad.Fucking.Idea.
I’m the peariest pearshape in the world and my thighs and butt looked terrible. they were huge and flabby and fatty and full of pits and spots (and scars to be honest). While all the other girls in the store had tan toned bodies with cute butts and thigh gaps yu could drive a truck through.
What in God’s name was I thinking??!
