• Maybe I'll disappear
  • CAN BE TRIGGERING!

    Got down to 45kg / 99 lbs / BMI 15.9.
    Gained it all back.
    I am no longer in denial of my eating disorder.
    The constant inner battle between on the one hand wanting to go back to being skinny and on the other hand being healthy is exhausting.

    23 years old
    1.68m / 5'6"
    SW: -55 kg / 121 lbs-
    GW1: -52 kg / 114.6 lbs-
    GW2: -49 kg / 108 lbs-
    GW3: -47 kg / 103.6 lbs-
    GW4: 45 kg / 99 lbs
    GW5: 44 kg / 96.8 lbs
    GW6: 42 kg / 96.8 lbs
    UGW: 40 kg / 88 lbs
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